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Sunday, January 6, 2013

She Did WHAT!?

As you read in my New Year's post, one of my Revolutions is to run 3 5k's this year. I told Soldier that I didn't want to run one without him and he was pretty excited about racing with me. I found the race that would give me a chance to learn to run (I have exercise induced asthma so it had to be far enough away that I could train slowly) and would be after he got home from deployment. I have decided on the Midnight 5k in St. George, UT. I figure that midnight is a good time for my first race because then I won't be dying from heat and hating the choice I made to step out of my comfort zone. 

Well, some exciting news, tonight at family dinner with my in-laws I mentioned that we were going to do this race. My FIL (father-in-law) started asking some questions and then said that he wanted to run with us! I am so excited! This made me think about making it a huge family ordeal. So, I called my parents who agreed to race, my sister-in-law who said she'd race, a couple of my other sisters said they would as well, and I'm just waiting to hear back from one of my brothers-in-law. I think this will be such a blast! My, sweetheart, MIL got us a condo for a week so that we could take a little vacation the week after the race. Love her!

I HATE running with a passion that burns deep within my soul but I found this new app that is supposed to help you train in such a way that you learn to love it. I want to start Tuesday and use it Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. My last day on the program will be March 9th and then I can just keep up running 3x's a week. I can still do Crossfit twice/week as my crosstraining. Overkill? Possibly. Worth it? I sure hope so...

*sidenote: I just realized that I can take my dog running with me and get his exercise for the day in. He used to run with Zach every single day...then we moved to SL County. He was bred for energy and this will be so good for him as well :) BAM! Another Revolution accomplished!*

My box (Crossfit gym) is wanting to start a running clinic with some expert runner. I didn't want to do it before but now I'm really inspired to go and learn all that I can. I want to finish my training program and then go and see how I can improve. I have 9 weeks to get to the point where I can run 3 miles. After that, I will have about 11 weeks until the race to drastically improve my time. I'm thinking about having my FIL go running with me once I can keep up with him so that we can both motivate each other to work harder. He is really nervous that he's going to get left behind...I don't think he understands that I am no good at cardio exercise because of my lungs.

Wow...that was quite the ramble...basically, I'm really excited. I'm pretty sure that I'm addicted to getting fit. I want new challenges. I LOVE the way it feels to accomplish something I didn't think I could do. I crave the endorphins that come from a hard workout. Hopefully, it stays this good once I don't have to distract myself all the time :)

I'm so grateful for a family who is so willing to jump at the chance to help me realize my goals. I was definitely blessed to be born into my family and to marry into Soldier's family.

"Army Wife: It's not my status; it's my life long promise to him." ~Anonymous

A Lost Blessing

I left my scriptures in Italy. ("You went to Italy?? It's not blogged about!" I know. When I get the pictures off my camera, I will write a blog/blogs about the trip) When I first discovered this, I. Was. Devastated. It was all I could do to stop myself from bawling. Those scriptures had EVERYTHING in them! I have had them since I was 13-years-old. I left them in Italy because I don't know how to keep track of my own things. I'm dumb. For all I know, they ended up in the trash somewhere...but I can pray that I left them so that they could bless the life of some unsuspecting soul. It had all my quotes and highlights and thoughts from seminary. My cross-references. My testimony. They were my lifeline for such a long time, and I hope that they can provide comfort for someone else. The Lord knows what is best for His children.

I am still pretty upset about it so I can't bring myself to buy new ones. Because of that, my goal to read the scriptures every day failed. I am supposed to be past Omni and I was at the beginning of 2 Nephi. Two days ago I decided that I have the Gospel Library App on all of my electronic devices so I really didn't have an excuse as to why I wasn't reading. Since that discovery, I am almost caught up to where I need to be. I listen while I'm on my way to work every day and it feels awesome! I'm probably not getting as much out of it as I could, but it makes me feel better :) It makes me feel like, no matter how hard the day gets, I have the Savior lifting me up and holding me when I can't walk anymore. So, really, by me losing my scriptures I have been blessed because it brought me closer to my Father in Heaven. 

"Army Wife: It's not my status; it's my life long promise to him." ~Anonymous

Thursday, January 3, 2013

You Say You Want a Revolution...

It's that time of year again! New Year's Resolutions!! Woohoo...not. No. I don't make resolutions. I never, ever, ever keep them. I always lose motivation. This year, I'm revolting against resolutions and against my old, lazy me. This year, I'm making New Year's Revolutions. This list will probably change as I think of more things but here it is so far (in no specific order)

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1: Do something that scares me every month.

2: Run 3 5k's throughout the year.

3: Reach 150 lbs by April 13, 2013 and maintain or lose until December 31, 2013.

4: Go on a new adventure every month.

5: Crossfit and Krav Maga twice/week or more.

6: Any grade less than 90% is unacceptable.

7: Learn how to swim!!

8: Get my Concealed Carry Permit by my 22nd birthday.

9: Finish the BOM with husband the day he gets home from deployment.

10: No sugar (other than found naturally) until April 13, 2013

11: Attend some sorts of women's retreat event thingy...

12: Get organized! Plan out my "busy" life so that I am not wasting so much time anymore. 

13: Jax gets 30 minutes of exercise every day.

(red writing is the updated stuff)
14: I will be 100% debt free by December 31, 2013

~Specifics I want to do this year~
Paintballing
Skydiving
Kayaking
Rock Climbing
Survival Course
Make Christmas Cards (finally)

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I'm sure that I will add more onto it later but that will do for now. I want to change my habits and really grow this year. I want to push my limits and not let my fears control me anymore. I'm tired of PTSD controlling everything I do and it's time to take back my life.

"Revolution"--The Beatles

Ok, this video is because I have been trying to write this post for about 2 weeks now. Every time I start to write it, this song gets stuck in my head. Gotta love The Beatles.



"Army Wife: It's not my status; it's my life long promise to him." ~Anonymous